Welcome to craftwercz :)
I’m T, practicing witch, shaman, psychonaut and artist.
Within this site you will find my Dream Journals which are rich in detail and imagery. I have been blessed since childhood to experience lucid dreaming as the norm. I can taste, smell, feel, hear, see everything with such detail it is sometimes difficult in retrospect to distinguish dreams from reality and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I am what I refer to as a ‘seer’, incredibly intuitive, extremely sensitive to others subconscious selves… Can I read your mind, lol- No, but I know immediately if you are someone whom is trustworthy, integrity based, genuine… or the opposite. I can feel another seer within several hundred feet. I have been approached many times in several countries over the years from others wanting me to join in their particular path be it Wicca, Hermetic/Thelemic, Chaos Magick, Shamanism… However, I have a definite need for freedom in this incarnation hence I have chosen no particular faith/path, I pick and choose from all and I practice as a solitary. Simply my personal preference.
The majority of the early entries all have me running or escaping from an unseen entity (myself in retrospect) where I climb deep into the earth or through a pool of water for safety and resurface on levitating floors, or I simply opt to enter the earth yet come out in the clouds. Almost all of these dreams pertained to me climbing down to reach upwards and the higher I climbed the whiter the dream scape until there was nothing but brilliant white.
The next stage has me levitating or flying usually crashing through my ceiling, most of which were accompanied by a painfull vibration in my temples and the inability to climb out of bed for a good 15 minutes upon waking, though I now doubt I was asleep. Very few dreams concerning escapism, many concerning personal empowerment. During this phase in my life my intuition was exceptionally strong I discovered that I could intimately know an individuals desires, drive and deepest fears by simply sitting next to them or quietly observing them from a distance. I also travelled quite a bit between the US, Canada and the UK and always seemed to attract other psychics, healers, shamans, occultists… I had many an invitation to affiliate myself with or join an existing coven or order but never felt the need or the desire.
There was one woman named Susan M. whom I bumped into in a book store back when I was 17 or maybe 18 whom quietly observed me for a bit then approached and said that I wouldn’t find what I was looking for in the store, handed me a piece of paper with her name and address on it and invited me to come round when I felt the desire. She was right, the specific books I was in need of weren’t there. A few weeks later I showed up on her door step. She was extremely gracious, invited me in and introduced me to her family, her husband the Archaeologist, her daughter a student and herself a High Priestess of the Isis tradition of Wicca. She was able to give me some insight into my developing skills and senses, told me I was a bit of a puritan at heart but that one day I would delve deeper into the art of High Magik. She told me of the individuals whom would want to align themselves with me, those whom would come seeking training and those whom would guide me. I began to sense entities/energies around people during my late teens. I’d be sat on a bus minding my own, look over at a gent sat opposite and see a jaguar, a raven with that woman, death and disease with someone else…It’s still hard to explain, infact sounds as though I was halluncinating but I can assure you I wasn’t.
Anyway her predictions were spot on, and yes in retrospect I was a bit of a puritan, didn’t want to mix the arts. I was either Wiccan or Buddhist or a Shaman or… then you wake up one day and realize nothing, not even yourself can be so neatly packaged and labelled. These days I don’t follow any specific path, nor do I chose a religion or political faction… nor do I ever plan to in the future. I love the freedom of creating my own path from studying and practicing from a vast variety of sources. I was told several years ago now that I was going to move South, formulate my own spiritual path which had me melding art with healing and that I would have many followers. Funny as that doesn’t appeal to me in the least, I don’t want the responsibility. I’m so brutally honest and blunt with people that it’s sometimes too much for my own family and close friends to handle, never mind strangers.
Welcome to my brain, enjoy your visit :)
T
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